Silence of Night

The silence of night is truly beautiful , it lets you hear the music of life

It says things out loud , the things you may otherwise choose to ignore

As the folk song being played far away falls on your ears, you are taken back to the memories - times that were simpler, times of childhood, you think about things that will never happen again no matter what

In the solitude of night the reality of life strikes

Some nights you mourn the broken dreams, some nights you build new ones

You think about things which matter and you swear to yourself that you will take care of those things

Some nights you are overwhelmed with emotions, you want to announce your love for everyone you love

On some sleepless nights you feel betrayed

But what you crave for all nights is to be with the ones who matter the most

When the energy surrounding the buzzing day fades, things look clearer

Some stay awake to see things clearly, others fall asleep anticipating yet another day tomorrow

She

She is weird . She is unique. She teaches me. She loves me. She makes me fall out of love. She makes me feel alive. She makes me want to die. I feel she will go away anytime. I feel she will be forever. She makes me wonder. She surprises me. She is so cruel sometimes and sweet on other times. She bothers me so much. She makes me believe in myself. She makes me feel at the top of the world. When I think I have won her over, she throws new tantrums. She confuses me. What does she wants from me, I could never understand. But now I am getting a hang of it. She wants me to be myself. I think she loves me for what I am. I should stop pretending in front of her, she doesn't get impressed.  I don’t know for how long she will be with me, but I am going to make most of this time. I think I am falling in love with her. “She”  I am talking about  is my LIFE. Yes, she is no less complicated than a crazy woman.